The true story of a newlywed struggling with her husband's sex addiction.
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
You Believe and You Doubt
I heard this song, “One Step at a Time” by the lovely Jordin Sparks, in a store the other day and it caught my attention as perfect blog mix fodder. It’s the kind of song my old self would have loathed and deemed totally cheesy, but lately whenever I hear an inspirational song, I’m like, Oh, yeah, that’s my groove. Anyway, lyrics are below, and enjoy the video. I do, vow, however, to never subject any of you—or myself—to R. Kelly’s “I Believe I Can Fly.” There will be limits to my Inspirational Tunes library.
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
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5 comments:
Actually a very nice song...and OMG thank you for not subjecting us to R.Kelly's "I believe I can fly" there are limits to everyone's sentimentality.
I get the feelings of before my husbands sex addiction was revealed to me I would have blown off or thought was "lame" etc...but now these things will sometimes catch me and their meaning and my heart has softened...thank you for the reminder.
Gabi
Thanks for sharing this.
Thanks, Margaux! I liked it! I couldn't hear it on your blog--but that could be my laptop-- so I watched it on youtube. I agree-- I would have probably not liked it 'before,' but now I loved it!
Gabi--Ha! I'm so glad you're with me on "I Believe I Can Fly."
And, yes, totally--as difficult as this SA situation has been, a lot of good has come of it. I often find that my unhealthy defenses have eroded and I'm able to let in things that I would have denied myself when it was mostly my ego calling the shots.
Bernadine--I'll check and see if there's a sound issue--thanks for letting me know. I'm having all sorts of little maintenence issues lately, so it could very well be my blog and not your laptop.
I'm glad you liked it!
nice post. one step at a time is one of my fave song.maybe because this song brings me comfort every time i heard it.
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